Love and Community

Facebook is reminding me of events from several years ago. In 2013 at this time I moved into a sublet in Berkeley, unsure if I would find a place to live that suited my needs and my budget. What's interesting to remember, and relevant for my present situation, is seeing how taken care of I was. In one particular incident, that prompted a blogpost, somebody gave me a magnet while traveling. I could have thrown it away, but I kept it even though carrying around a refrigerator magnet when you don't have a fridge isn't logical.

When I moved into the Berkeley sublet, the bare metallic refrigerator gleamed under the kitchen light. I grabbed a scrap of paper to write my grocery list, which I normally keep on the fridge, but didn't have a magnet to hold it up, until I remembered the magnet given to me months before. The universe provided me with something I didn't know I needed, which moved me deeply.

 Love and community! Isn't this a great image? Photo by Tim Marshall on Unsplash

The universe continues to move me. At the moment, I'm unemployed and broke as a joke. Yet strangely, I feel relaxed and at ease because the universe continues to provide for me. On Wednesday, I went to a paid focus group. This week I have another focus group scheduled. These don't happen regularly. I can't plan or predict when I'll be chosen because each focus group looks for a certain demographic. The fact I'm participating in two this month when I need the money is pure grace.

The universe is also showing up for me through friends. A friend paid me to babysit her son. Other friends have bought me dinner, or given me rides places, or gifted me with money and frequent flyer miles. (I feel a little awkward mentioning it, but I'd be remiss if I didn't highlight my patreon campaign, which is a great way to contribute to me and this blog. No worries if you don't feel moved, but it's an option if it calls to you.)

I may be broke financially, but I feel rich in other respects due to my friendships. Thank you for that. Thank you for your generosity, for your support, your care. Thank you for helping me during this challenging time. This period has shown me I've invested wisely in my relationships.

Beneath my anxiety over getting a job, I feel calm and at ease. I feel supported and caught by a net that's bigger than me. It's a web woven with threads of friendship and love from my higher power.

My spiritual teacher often couches the divine as a loving parent, taking care of us, knowing what we need and want. It's in difficult times that I see how true that is. In a weird way, I'm grateful I'm unemployed because it's an opportunity for connection with my community, myself, and my higher power. I'll be grateful when I have a job again, of course, but there's also something special about witnessing the magic of the universe providing me with what I need.

I dream of a world where we notice how we're taken care of. A world where we feel supported and at ease in good times and bad. A world where we recognize the value of our relationships. A world where we have faith the universe will come through for us.

Another world is not only possible, it's probable.